blog: let’s talk about pumpkin baby

Let’s talk about pumpkin for a minute. Well, not pumpkin, but you’ll get the point. Hopefully. 

I’m ambivalent about pumpkin. I wouldn’t go so far as to say that I dislike it, but I’m never going to have it in my fridge without good reason. But I’ve had partners who love the stuff, so I’ve learned a few ways to cook it. I make a killer maple-glazed roast pumpkin, for instance, which tastes even better turned into a soup.

While I get a bit of enjoyment from eating pumpkin when I’ve prepared it in certain ways, I’m mostly just happy to see the people I’m cooking for feeling satisfied because of my food. Sometimes I just make it because it’s been a while and I have someone asking me to make my pumpkin soup again.

But every now and then I’ll actually get a craving for pumpkin out of the blue. Sometimes if I see pumpkin and feta risotto on a restaurant menu or spot a pumpkin scone at a café, I’ll think, “Ah yeah, I could really go for one of those!” So occasionally I indulge, and then I’m good for ages. 

And if you don’t understand anything of this, you haven’t been paying attention. 😁

poem: playtime

The erection of what was not was
The flames are blazing hot and strong
The burning of that heated buzz
My endurance will not last long
The length and breadth and depth of you
Sliding toward the edge
The dying one’s last breath
The kisses seal the pledge
Like starbursts and spinning ‘
You know that you are winning
You hear my breathing change
Feel my tremoring so strange
I let go because I know
You’ll catch me when I fall
From the hexagon you got me on
Caught up in lust’s enthral

poem: purity’s sting

You make me feel
Like I could be worthwhile
And the way that you smile
Makes me want to smile
You make me think
That there could be some hope
You make me feel
Like I think I could cope
I want you here
I love to feel you inside me
I want your love
Your willingness to hide me
Your strong arms around me
And your hand on my face
Your lips at my breast
And your sweetness to taste
You make me love you
You make me care
I just want to be with you
I don’t care how or where
With you beside me
I could face anything
Your beautiful face
Is like purity’s sting