Bound and gagged
That’s the way you like me
Your way – you take me
Five against the wall
Subdued and masked
A tight fit – but you’ll have me yet
Five against the wall.
Your ego stroked
Your arrogance dominating
A power play is growing flowing
Freudian slips are showing
But you know I prefer it this way too –
Five against the wall, and you.
forbidden fruit
poem: i, icarus
– TW: SA, addiction
Beat me fuck me rape me
I don’t care
I’m tired of playing the angel
I know I’ll never become;
Hurt me, bring me back to reality
Help me see the whore in me
My angel is undone
Love me as I am
And rescue me from me
Remind me who I am
And who I’ll never be
poem: when I was a girl
When I was a girl,
I dreamed pink faery floss dreams
Now my world is ash
And cigarette smoke
Permeates the air
When I was a child
Unicorns danced on my bed;
Now they are replaced
By sweaty, sex-stained men
Who do not know the unicorns were ever there
When I was young and innocent
I ate rainbow-flavoured sno-cones
Now my belly if full of bitterness,
I’m pregnant with desire,
And I give birth to sadness…
Yet again.
poem: interludes and coffee spoons
Your sweet, compelling kindness
Inspires me to meet your eyes;
The gracefulness of your soft touch
Cuts through the fog of my emotions.
I sit on the bed’s edge,
And you kiss my shoulder where the strap has fallen down;
Silver needles of desire ripple down my spine.
I stare at our reflections,
Surrounded by the memory of the one
You belong to;
An errant strand of long curly hair
Twines itself absent-mindedly round my naked arm-
My hair is short.
In the morning
I sit and watch you light a cigarette,
Your fingers curling around the smoke;
I taste tobacco and black coffee
As you gaze at me with clear eyes.
You hold my hand and let me talk,
Smiling your Cheshire Cat smile.
poem: familiar breeds
Last night a shot of courage
Loosened my inhibited tongue
And I admitted some things
Better left unsaid
I felt the strong circle of your arms
As you enfolded me in your
Uncomplicated kiss
Just as sweet as I remembered it
Your lips nibbled at my skin
Butterscotch and heady wine,
French delicacies, savouring them
Knots on a fishing boat, close knit
and securely tied – we slept
Lulled by the rhythm of the
Sea that was our breathing
Synchronised, beating hearts:
For once, my dreams came easy.