I sought you and I found you
But yours was not the face of my dreams
Your twisted cataclysmic mockery
Belied my fears it seems
I needed you to be my lover
I needed you to be my friend
Instead you opened up your soul
And offered me as steep descent
Swallowed up, I became you
Deep inside you, I defamed you
Choking on your bitter bile
With disgust and loathing I did claim you
A parasitic thing, I ate you
My life was yours and it sustained you
Deep inside a hades just for me
I lost myself, and therefore gained you.